tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-219981092011-04-21T15:15:15.737-07:00Skyehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13840120517372190240noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21998109.post-1139163159655171532006-02-05T09:58:00.000-08:002006-02-05T10:12:39.663-08:00I've dug myself a hell of a hole and filled it full of lies and half truths, and without knowing it was happening I got buried at the bottom. The good news, theoretically, is that there's nowhere to go but up. Experience, however, tells me that's not the truth. I could just stay right here. And really, that's what I'm most afraid of. <br /><br />"Up" feels more like an idea than a direction at the moment, though, and I'm way too disoriented to make my way anywhere that abstract. So for now, instead of trying to change the direction of my <em>life</em>, I'll just change the direction of my days. Do something worthwhile for someone else every day...just one simple act, put one positive thing out into the universe. I know when changing you're supposed to focus on yourself rather than others, but I've done that so long and in so many wrong ways that I no longer have a point of reference with which to look at myself. <br /><br />So I'll give this a try and we'll see how it goes.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21998109-113916315965517153?l=fineagain.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skyehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13840120517372190240noreply@blogger.com1